Don't Grow Weary

Hello All:

For those of you who really know me well, you know that I am one positive person. In fact, my nickname from one of my closest friends is “Little Miss Sunshine.” Now that’s not to say that I’m a doormat because I can carry my own but I try to view the glass as half full. This optimist spirit didn’t just develop. My family tells me that I’ve always had it. Always!

My faith and my values have been tested like never before over the past few weeks. I’ve seen and heard some disturbing things…need I say that 98% of it has been inaccurate. I have not felt so optimistic or hopeful. Even the strongest, most optimistic people get a little weary in well-doing. We all get tired, right? For example, millionaires get tired of money (doesn’t buy happiness), kids get tired of toys (they always need the latest ones), and some relationships become old and lose their thrill (new seems better). So what do you do when you’re trying to do what’s right, what you’ve been called to do but you’re just plain old tired of___________ (fill in the blank)? As a thoughtful co-worker told me tonight, “Just tie a knot and hold on because you have been called to do something that only you can do.” I needed that and I hope you do too. See, we can’t give up now. The pain hurts worse when it is time to give birth to something great. Most people never see the fulfillment of the promise because they let go. Hold on...

I want to remind you today that this is your time to speak loud! Don’t settle for mediocrity. Promise yourself that you will not allow anyone or anything to halt your blessings. If there is someone in the way with their constant negativity, put downs, and jealousy, just rise above it all and fly. Just don’t succumb and join the party on Joy Killer Island. You should know that there is purpose in your pain. Remember, everyone is not going to be in your corner or a fan but its ok….it really is ok. We must follow the spirit that guides us and know that we are walking in our divine purpose. If you are doing that, then hold your head up and walk like you have somewhere to go. (This is not just for you but a reminder to me to return to the optimistic spirit that resides in me.)

Remember, stay focused, stay determined and keep striving for greatness. Take a deep breath, roll your sleeves up and get with it. Do it. Create it. Write it. Plan it. Make it ALL happen. Just don’t grow weary!!

Until Next Time,

Robin

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Hi My Friends,

It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged. It’s a long story and we would need several cups of Starbucks for me to explain the depths of my emotions and hardships over this last year. I’ll spare you the fine details but know that I have learned some powerful lessons. One being, just because you try to do what is right with integrity doesn’t mean you will be appreciated or applauded. In most cases, it brings about evil, hate, and jealousy. For all of you who know me well and know my spirit and heart -don’t worry, I will not disappoint you. I will press onward and upward. Just pray for me.

Now to the real message of my blog……

When I wrote my book in 2009, I thought I knew myself pretty well. I had gone through a self-realization process that was very cathartic. I purged myself of everything that was weighing me down- it felt amazing. However, on the road of life, you can’t get off the exit to your destiny without a few bumps, roadblocks, or detours. I’m in the middle of one right now. There is an organized chaos in my life and I feel so out of place. I keep trying to find my niche in this space, but the more I try, the more uncomfortable I feel. My mentor and friends keep telling me that I am not supposed to feel comfortable because being comfortable brings about complacency. I knew this to be true but I had an epiphany on my birthday -it was like a bright light was shining on me and God himself was speaking to me through TD Jakes’ podcast sermon entitled, “Radical Faith.” Jakes said you will never move to the level you are destined to be until you find a level of peace in the midst of chaos. Those words were powerful to me. Peace in the middle of mess. I get it….I GET IT!!

My detour is a difficult transformation on ALL levels, (mental, physical, spiritual, emotional) but as I am going through and coming out on the other side of this hard time, I feel stronger for enduring the labor pains of giving birth to a woman who has the TOOLS to actually WALK THIS WALK. “Be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind” is one of my favorite Bible verses. Peace in the middle of mess requires a transformation of the mind. While some experiences are hard and more trying than others, I know I will be strengthened with a whole new layer of depth and wisdom. I thank my Creator, my small inner circle of friends, mentors, and loved ones for giving me new eyes to see ME.

Every morning when I open my eyes, no matter the hand I was dealt the day or weeks before-my heart swells with gratitude. I get another chance to get it right. Life is about a culmination of the choices I make every day. I choose to grow, renew my mind, and be a source of LIGHT.

I want to encourage you that things will work out, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and the Creator uses some of the most trying times to teach some of the most powerful lessons. Be willing to stretch, learn, and grow.

From my window sill…

One Love,

Robin